Sometimes Healing feels like a long & drawn-out process, sometimes it feels like it’s never gone get better. Sometimes we just know in our temporary happiness it’s bound to be another hurdle so we use the words If it ain’t one thing it’s another feeling defeated, annoyed, angry, tired, fussy & emotionally drained with every emotion. You hear people give worldly advice.. they speak as if you not even trying they don’t understand the process that you are going through with GOD they don’t see the constant Goliaths you are facing. In the Bible, we know David fought Goliath & conquered but he also had to battle other nations who were GOD’s enemies constantly & even Saul whom he loved was trying to kill him every chance he got. His son was also wicked towards him. What David teaches me also is in this battle of I had enough.. gird myself because the enemy is seeking whom he can conquer. David made a terrible decision with Uriah & Bathsheba. Backstory Uriah was a LOYAL soldier to David (Frontline).. David was tired of war and needed rest type of timing & sent his men to battle while he stayed back, while not at war he stepped out on his balcony. I guess he looked over & saw Uriah’s wife showering (smh) & his soul desired her and being King he made moves & sent for her. She ended up pregnant & sent messages to David to tell him & he tried to come up with schemes to throw off his wickedness! He sent for Uriah in the middle of battle to come lay up with his wife but Uriah was LOYAL! He felt like how can I lay down with my wife & my men are at battle so he didn’t see his wife. So David sent him back to war and sent a note to put Uriah directly where the war was more terrible to die & he died. All that to cover up the sin he committed. Now I just gave a little snippet of the story to get the full effect of it I advise as always to read the Bible Yourself! When I read it I was like David what! At that point I only heard about David & Goliath I had never heard about David vs Goliath parts Four, Five, or six.. Deep down I wished he would have slayed the giant that came into his flesh concerning Bathsheba but his story & all the stories in the Bible are examples of why we need to stay vigilant, prayerful, cleanse & watchful. Cause the enemy tries every hand to cause us to be put to shame it’s so sad how many battles we face and how much tribulation we go through in this world. I’m so thankful for Jesus because he has conquered a lot in me. Following GOD is not easy I will not dress up any of my life with lies & beautiful images appearing real I have cried I have gotten confused, I have struggled & wrestled with my flesh I have to constantly force myself to abstain from choices that don’t line up with the commandments & bring it under obedience! I have to be strong constantly not just for myself but for my family when I walk through fire I have to trust GOD in a whole other way begging GOD to be with me in every storm asking him to strengthen me, provide for me trusting GOD cause he is all me & my children has trying my best not to be faint in heart. GOD word has the power to break yokes, cause change within us, open our eyes to what we are doing wrong and more. This post is to strengthen others & myself. Trust in the Lord that he gone see you through cause he is. Some healings are more pressure than others KEEP THE FAITH KEEP BELIEVING… BE STILL (PSALMS 46:10)
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